Tap Dancing Around The Elephants - How Collusion Impacts Your Life at Work

What is Collusion?Everyone on the planet experiences a sense of
One of the most insidious and destructive workplacedeficiency in some way, shape or form. It's a fact of
(and life, in general) behaviors impacting life at work islife. We all have some sense that we are not
collusion. Collusion, as I and my coaching clients work"enough" in some areas of our life, or are lacking in
with it, is defined as two people each co-opting theirsome way in some area of our life. Everyone
true and real self in order to support their own andexperiences deficiency. Each of us has two options in
the other's falseness, fakeness and phoniness. Onedealing with this sense of lack or deficiency:
result of colluding is that neither person "shows up" in1. We can choose to "work" on our colluding to
integrity or authentically.understand it and our motives for colluding, and take
When colluding, we allow ourself and the otherconscious steps to effectively melt, metabolize,
person to run our respective "personality program" -reduce and greatly eliminate it - in which case the
the self-destructive, self-sabotaging and limitingresult is our "showing up" authentically, sincerely,
behaviors and beliefs we use in order to gainhonestly and self-responsibly without the need to be
acceptance, approval, recognition, and control - sofake, phony or lie.
we can feel we are emotionally safe. Collusion is like2. We can manipulate our self and others in ways
saying (only not out loud), "I'm going to let youwhere we ignore, deny, and resist telling the truth in
behave the way you want or need to so I can feelthe hopes of keeping our relationship with our self
good about our relationship even though I know myand with others emotionally secure by ignoring "the
behavior and your behavior are (for example)elephants in the room" - by putting on blinders to
inappropriate, self-destructive, out of integrity", etc.what needs to be said, to what needs to be heard,
So, in this context, we're not looking at collusion thatto what needs to be felt and to what needs to be
one would commonly associate with what we knowseen, hoping that denial will "keep the emotional
as "fraud", but this type of workplace collusion ispeace" and perpetuate the co-dependent or
fraudulent insofar as I am living a lie and supportingdysfunctional relationship.
another to live his/her lie. It's "fraud" on a deeper,The Basic Problem With Collusion
inner level as it relates to who I am and how I am inUnfortunately, collusion is like a drug. It's progressive.
my relationship(s).When we start colluding to feel emotionally safe and
What Does Collusion Look Like?secure, we need to lie and collude more and more to
In the everyday, "9:00 Monday morning" world,maintain the false feeling of emotional safety. In
collusion can take various shapes and forms.addition, when we collude, we are constantly in a
Underneath these ways of behaving is the lie.state of "vigilance", or fear, preoccupied with
Colluders lie to themselves and to one another.whether we will be "found out." Too, when we
General expressions that reflect collusion are:collude, we are constantly worried and concerned
· Giving to getwhether our co-colluder(s) will have a "conversion"
· You scratch my back and I'll scratch yoursand then fear we'll be left alone with the unpleasant
· Go along to get alongand uncomfortable truth of who we are, colluders -
· One hand washes the otheri.e., we'll be "outed." Finally, colluding is exhausting; it
The important thing to understand is that one'stakes an inordinate amount of our physical, emotional
ego-needs for control, recognition and security -and psychic energy, and time to continually shore up
mental, emotional, physical, spiritual, psychological,relationships that have no true foundation built on
financial, etc. - drive one's (often unconscious) choicetrust or truth.
to collude. This choice to collude is perpetuated onThe Solution for Collusion
one's (often unconscious) need to hold on to one'sColluding is corrosive to one' head, heart and soul.
false sense of one's self, one's fake and phony selfThe simplest way to rid oneself of the need to
because this false sense of self brings (as fake as itcollude is twofold: to seek understanding of the
is) a related false sense of security and safety. So,reasons (excuses) why we refuse to tell the truth to
when colluding, two people create an unspokenourself and to others, and then set our intention to
agreement, a very subtle agreement, that "I will acttell the truth when often we would rather resist.
in this way toward you to feel safe and allow you toSimple, not always easy. From a place of empathy,
act in your way toward me to feel safe, so we bothcompassion, acceptance, strength, courage, will and
can hang on to our respective (false) emotional andself-love, truth-telling is freeing - mentally, emotionally,
psychological sense of security and stability.physically and psychologically. Truth-telling allows us to
More specific everyday examples of workplaceshow up authentically, in integrity and in an honest,
collusion are:sincere and self-responsible way. And, truth-telling,
· supporting and pledging allegiance andwhile initially more challenging than denial, is the only
loyalty to an incompetent leader, manager,way to experience a real life of happiness,
supervisor, direct report or co-worker so we bothself-fulfillment, and true relationship with others at
can feel recognized, seen, and/or emotionally safework, at home, at play and in relationship free of the
with each other. If I support that person, s/he willeffort that's required to tap dance around the
appreciate my support and feel seen, perhaps liked,elephants..
and I'll experience his/her appreciation which allowsMeaning, happiness, and co-workers who are truly
me to feel seen and be "special", accepted or "OK" infriends are always at the top of the research
some way in the (dysfunctional) relationship.responses to the question, "What's really important
· sharing information with a select few (evento you at work?" You can't collude and expect to
though others are entitled to it as well), so I'll beenfind real meaning, real happiness and real, authentic
viewed as caring about them and they will feelfriends at work. Thinking you can... is collusion.
they're in a special group. When I share with them, ISo, our $10 food for thought questions are:
feel in control, and secure and when they receive,· What keeps you from telling the truth at
they feel special or acknowledged that I chose themwork? Are you afraid to tell the truth?
- even though we all know we are being duplicitous· Do you collude? If so, what are some
and inappropriate in our actions of giving andways you collude?
receiving.· Do you find yourself lying and being phony
· verbally ganging up on a third party throughor fake to maintain specific relationships?
bullying, sarcasm, or gossiping. I and my· Do others collude with you, not tell you
co-commiserator bring a false sense of connectionwhat they think you need to hear, for fear of how
and camaraderie at the expense of the third partyyou might react?
while we create our own co-dependent relationship.· How do you feel when you are in an
· withholding honest and forthright commentsexperience when you know you are colluding (i.e.,
about inappropriate behavior in a feedback sessiongiving to get, going along to get along, etc.)?
for fear of alienating a direct report, for example,· What's "right" about colluding? What does
whose work we respect. By resisting telling the truth,colluding get you? Is there another way to get that
and perpetuating this person's false belief that his/herresult or experience without colluding?
behavior is acceptable, we both can "play the game"· What one baby step can you begin taking
of mutual respect, friendship and acceptance inthis week to reduce your want or need to collude?
carrying on this phony relationship of mutual "like".(c) 2007, Peter G. Vajda, Ph.D. and SpiritHeart. All
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self-responsibility. The curiosity is why we collude.